Monday, November 29, 2010

Why Become Locked'n'Denied in the First Place?

I didn't wake up one day and say to myself, "Self, let's lock our cock up to see how long we can go without cumming."  Honestly.  Really.  But ...

One day I'm at my favorite online store, JT's Stockroom, and I was floored ... first, by the gorgeous, hot stud and secondly by the CB3000 locked on his cock.  Go on.  Click the link.  Discover the foto that made me jerk off for days in a row thinking about that CB3000 and how terrible and horny NOT being able to get hard and cum would make someone feel ... make ME feel.

I got to wondering about this new toy, this new fetish and started "lurking" chastity sites.  Most of them I found were all about Dommes making their men perform better.  Then I learned a new term "cuckold" that took me awhile to conceive ... to be forced to watch your wife enjoy herself with another man because your little cocklet can't satisfy her needs and had to be locked up out of embarrassment.  Then I learned "pegging" and all about strapons.

Now, being a gay man, the scenarios themselves didn't turn me on as much as feeling empathy with the locked guys.  Eventually I found gay male chastity sites and gay guys interested in being locked ... like Locked M4M.

At one point, I connected with a guy - I'll call him Kyle - and his profile picture was HOT.  Better than the guy from JT's Stockroom.  And a cock I knew would hurt the first few times.  We chatted a bit.  I tried to find chinks in his stories.  I couldn't believe this guy was this hot in real life AND he wanted to meet me and be my keyholder.  He said he had a voracious sexual appetite and needed a bitch to fuck whenever he wanted.  He knew that keeping a guy's cock locked kept him horny and ready for fucking.

Eventually I threw caution to the wind and conceded to meet him.

I went to his place and when he opened the door it WAS him.  He hadn't lied.  In fact, he was hotter in person.  He had that "Leather Daddy" kinda outfit on: leather chaps, leather biker boots, leather vest, that funky nazi-looking cap and tight leather driving gloves.  He pointed to a chair and told me to strip.  I did.  My cock was sticking straight out.  I was shaking with nervousness.

"C'mon bitch." and I followed him into the bedroom.  He used and abused me sexually for what seemed like hours.  He wouldn't let me touch my cock, but would stroke it every so often.  This was the only time in my life my cock oozed pre-cum.  And, by the way, his cock DID hurt.  It was massive.  A good 9 inches of thick man meat.  He blew about three loads in my ass before we both collapsed on the bed.  The odor of sweat and leather pervaded the room.

After a few minutes, he got up, went to his dresser and rummaged around in a drawer.  He turned around and displayed the CB3000 in his hand.  I hadn't cum but my cock had shrunk to its normal - if puny - size and it didn't take but 30 seconds for him to lock my cock up.  Then he started playing my body like a violin and my cock swelled to crushing pain in the plastic cage.  I moaned, "Please let me cum."  He laughed, "You just got locked up!  How can you be horny already?"  He roughly turned me around and shoved his newly hard cock right into my hole to the base.  He fucked me roughly, almost violently this time constantly spewing invectives.

When he blew his load he growled "You're my fucking whore now bitch."  then, after a few minutes, yanked me off the bed, shoved me to the floor at the end of his bed then went rummaging in his dresser.  He pulled out a collar and a small chain.  He locked the collar on my neck with the end of the chain locked to the collar and the other around the bed frame.

He went to the bathroom and took a shower.  On his was back to his bed, his thick cock swaying, he says "You liked that, didn't you, you fucking whore."  It was more of a statement of fact than a question but I said "Yes, Sir."

I was his slave, servant, bitch, whore for 14 months.  My cock never came out of that CB3000.  I came twice from getting fucked - once when he brought a "friend" over and I was a "pig-on-a-spit" and another time when he made me fuck a giant Jeff Stryker dildo in front of a dozen or so of his friends.

And, without being to dramatic, it didn't end all that well but I got to experience some things, learn about myself, but most of all ... I became addicted to keeping my cock locked and denied.  My fantasy is to beat that 14 month mark.  My deep fantasy is to find someone who will love me, keep me locked and denied for years and years ... NEVER being allowed out or to cum.

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