Getting into the Slave Mindset

We all know that the BDSM scene takes a certain mindset. There's also a lot of "training" as the Master shapes his sub with a little bit of brainwashing and a little bit of physical re-enforcement.

I love cumming. I love the feel of my hard cock pulsing and spurting cum - or dribbling - and then slurping it up, dreaming its someone else's joy juice. I jerk off 2x a day. And, when I lock ... I usually self-lock ... I get so horny because going from 2 orgasms a day to none in 2 weeks I start playing with my cock through the cage while watching porn. I'll fuck a dildo, squeeze and pull on my balls, and touch the hypersensitive underside of my cock that's straining to break the cage. Sometimes my cock is so swelled even though I have an orgasm I don't get cum because the outlet is all squished shut. Sometimes, the pressure is too huge and a high-pressure stream of cum jets out splashing everywhere.

But, I have given my cock to this new friend, Master, Owner and he has forbidden me to cum or even touch my cock. Just hearing him say those words makes me want to fuck my dildo more.

So I'm going to do a little bit of "re-enforcement" here: (BTW I will type each sentence out, not copy and paste)

I will not touch my cock or otherwise stimulate it.
I will not touch my cock or otherwise stimulate it.
I will not touch my cock or otherwise stimulate it.
I will not touch my cock or otherwise stimulate it.
I will not touch my cock or otherwise stimulate it.
I will not touch my cock or otherwise stimulate it.
I will not touch my cock or otherwise stimulate it.
I will not touch my cock or otherwise stimulate it.
I will not touch my cock or otherwise stimulate it.
I will not touch my cock or otherwise stimulate it.
I will not touch my cock or otherwise stimulate it.
I will not touch my cock or otherwise stimulate it.
I will not touch my cock or otherwise stimulate it.
I will not touch my cock or otherwise stimulate it.
I will not touch my cock or otherwise stimulate it.
I will not touch my cock or otherwise stimulate it.
I will not touch my cock or otherwise stimulate it.
I will not touch my cock ot otherwise stimulate it.
I will not touch my cock or otherwise stimulate it.

It takes about 15 times for it to really start reaching your subconscious. I will do this every day ... not here, cus it'll bore you but on paper. Handwriting your slave mantras is much better.

I'm naked. I have a vibe in my ass. I'm incredibly horny. But I will not touch my cock or otherwise stimulate it. My cock really isn't mine anymore. It's His. My Master's possession. I can't wait for the day he breeds me, the day when I can kneel before him and give myself to him.