As many of you know, I was a serial monogamist most of my life and really did not have a lot of sex and certainly rarely had "hook ups." However, in the last several months that's changed - don't know why, exactly - but suddenly I am much freer and have been a very naughty boy having sex 2 or 3 times a week.
Ofttimes, with vanilla guys who know nothing of BDSM, let alone forced chastity and for whom I believe they are simply curious. Which is fine. I'm locked. I want hard cock in my throat and in my ass.
I have noticed something strange ... but out of all they guys I've hooked up with only 1 ever really "made love" to me; the others basically used my holes to get off and were done.
Is this the way it usually happens in hookups? The top dude doesn't care about the bottom dude's pleasure?
Yes. Part of me ... the slave / sub / servant part of me ... loves it. This is what I kinda want ... a man (men) to use me as a slut for their pleasure.
But the other part of me wants to be made love to ... hugged, kissed, caressed, etc.
Now, seeing as how these guys are mostly vanilla, I'm assuming they are thinking that because I need / desire to be locked'n'denied that also means I don't want pleasure.
Does anyone have any thoughts / experience with this?
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