My new Master, Sir Ethington, is taking me to Palm Springs Sunday for their Gay Pride celebration. I t will be my second time with him and he is challenging me on all counts.
I must, first and foremost, be shirtless at all times when I am with him. There are exceptions ... restaurants and such. This is difficult for me to do because of my poor self image.
Next, while we are here: http://www.yourgayresort.com/ I must remain naked at all times. This means being naked in front of dozens of men.
Furthermore, since it is pride weekend in Palm Springs we are going to go to the parade ... me in my boots and kilt and nothing else.
Additionally, he will order me to provide oral and/or anal service to whomever he chooses.
To top it off, he has "lent" me to a man who loves to work ass, milk me, fist me.
I asked him if three condoms were enough ... he said buy a box of 12, you're gonna need it. Wow!
Talk about challenging me .. I barely have sex with one guy every 3 or 4 years and now he's gonna get me fucked by 12 in one day?
I'm in heaven.
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Friday, November 2, 2012
Thursday, November 1, 2012
Slave Registration Number
If you haven't already done so, go to http://www.slaveregister.com/ and acquire your slave registration number. I have had a new one issued to me in honor of my servitude to Master Ethington.
As many of you know, I have had only one (disastrous) experience with a "Master" and have pretty much been alone and lonely for a long time. I have tried to stay true to my chastity fetish but there's nothing like giving oneself to another.
I wrote about my experience with him the other day (http://lockedndenied.blogspot.com/2012/10/getting-used.html) and we have chatted quite often since. As we've gotten to know each other more I have grown to trust him to teach me what it means to be a slave and how to express my "slave-itude."
I have not had many opportunities to express my sexual needs and desires ... mostly due to fear, partly due to my MidWestern Catholic upbringing.
Suddenly, I find myself awash with feelings of "freedom?" having taken the first steps. Even though, from our very first meeting, he has challenged me to meet my fears head on ... like, walking around in public with my shirt off. Easy for most .. but not I. Still working on it ... but the fact HE wants it makes it a little easier for me to do it.
I have dreamed of "being used" of "being a slut" of being pimped out ... and Sir Ethington has already told me it will all happen.
As a matter of fact, after my Master Chef audition I will go to him and serve him. He had told me that he wanted to take me to Palm Springs and force me to be naked in front of others. He said he would have me service other men at His behest. THEN we find out that this Sunday is Gay Pride ... meaning MANY more men will be in town and hornier than ever. I now wonder if I bought enough condoms!
I have NEVER felt so FREE as I do now.
For those of you who have been lurkers as I have been or who have simply been too timid to express yourselves fully ... I urge you ... DON'T WAIT! Do NOT let life slip you by while you pine away at porn and dream of the "perfect" opportunity. Join Recon, join FetLife ... and take that chance and reach out to a Master or Mistress and TRY! Otherwise you will live in regret and fear and self-loathing.
Love you all!
As many of you know, I have had only one (disastrous) experience with a "Master" and have pretty much been alone and lonely for a long time. I have tried to stay true to my chastity fetish but there's nothing like giving oneself to another.
I wrote about my experience with him the other day (http://lockedndenied.blogspot.com/2012/10/getting-used.html) and we have chatted quite often since. As we've gotten to know each other more I have grown to trust him to teach me what it means to be a slave and how to express my "slave-itude."
I have not had many opportunities to express my sexual needs and desires ... mostly due to fear, partly due to my MidWestern Catholic upbringing.
Suddenly, I find myself awash with feelings of "freedom?" having taken the first steps. Even though, from our very first meeting, he has challenged me to meet my fears head on ... like, walking around in public with my shirt off. Easy for most .. but not I. Still working on it ... but the fact HE wants it makes it a little easier for me to do it.
I have dreamed of "being used" of "being a slut" of being pimped out ... and Sir Ethington has already told me it will all happen.
As a matter of fact, after my Master Chef audition I will go to him and serve him. He had told me that he wanted to take me to Palm Springs and force me to be naked in front of others. He said he would have me service other men at His behest. THEN we find out that this Sunday is Gay Pride ... meaning MANY more men will be in town and hornier than ever. I now wonder if I bought enough condoms!
I have NEVER felt so FREE as I do now.
For those of you who have been lurkers as I have been or who have simply been too timid to express yourselves fully ... I urge you ... DON'T WAIT! Do NOT let life slip you by while you pine away at porn and dream of the "perfect" opportunity. Join Recon, join FetLife ... and take that chance and reach out to a Master or Mistress and TRY! Otherwise you will live in regret and fear and self-loathing.
Love you all!
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