Keeping My Hands Off!

Isn't it surprising that the minute I am ordered to NOT TOUCH MY COCK ... I want to? I need to?  And, against his orders, I touched my cock this morning.  I moaned as the tips of my fingers touched the skin of my cock through the cage.  It swelled immediately, filling the cage.  I watched some porn, thinking of being naked and on my knees before him, his cock punching the back of my throat.  In less than a minute I was ready to cum in my cage.

I have to stop this.  I want to cum so badly.  Yet, I want to stay locked and denied for my Master, Owner, lover more.  Teasing myself makes it worse, I know.  I so want his cock and cum inside me.  I can't wait to be naked with him, my ankles on his shoulders, his hips thrusting his beautiful cock into my yearning hole, my caged cock pressed between us, kissing with his tongue probing my mouth and him grunting as he cums, breeding me like the cum whore I am for him.

Writing this teases me even more.

I should should stop thinking sexual thoughts.  I should stop touching myself.  But, even if I do, he will skype me this weekend and make me strip for Him.  He will then order me to fuck myself with a vibrator for him to masturbate by.  He won't let me see his cock explode cuz he knows I am desperate to see it spurt the cum meant for my holes.  He makes me moan and beg.  I become enraptured.  A crazed pig.   The teasing makes me yearn even more and makes my chastity both heaven and hell.

When we are together, I know it will be worse.  Feeling him with me, in me ... tasting him, tasting his hole, tasting his cock, smelling his body ... every day will be insane.  And, yet, he still will not let me cum, will not let me out of my cage ... not because he doesn't like the taste and feel of a hard cock in his mouth but because he loves me and knows that permanent chastity is what I want ... and so he gives me my wish even though I beg to cum.

I will not touch my cock.
I will not touch my cock.
I will not touch my cock.
I will not touch my cock.
I will not touch my cock.

I will not touch my cock.
I will not touch my cock.
I will not touch my cock.
I will not touch my cock.
I will not touch my cock.

I will not touch my cock.
I will not touch my cock.
I will not touch my cock.
I will not touch my cock.
I will not touch my cock.

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Last orgasm: November 14th, 2011
Release date: April 2012 (Potential) 
4 days without orgasm