So Fucking Horny ... I love Being Used

So while 11 days of chastity isn't all that much when I'm self-locked, but now that I have a Master who keeps me horny and plays with me I am desperate for release.

We're only doing the online thing (Skype) right now and when he's horny  and has time he will Skype and tell me to strip naked for him.  Then he tells me to do things that please him.  Sometimes it's simply being naked and presenting my ass to him.  Sometimes he tells me to play with my hole, fuck it with my fingers, or a dildo.  He will often make me do this for a long time, nearly an hour.

I am so used to fucking myself for a few minutes and getting off that these sessions seem interminably long.  But I get sweaty and hot and horned up.  As you know, sometimes he gets me so horny I lose control and sometime the next day I'm vibing my hole and touching my locked cock, stroking what's available to touch and cumming while locked in the device.

Hence, I am now under the "No Touching" rule.

Right at this moment, I am sitting here in my office naked, hot, sweaty ... my hole stretched and relaxed from an hour of play / show and tell.   ... and I am so fucking horny.  I want to cum.  I need to cum.  but I can't cum.  I'm not allowed to cum.  Tomorrow is Thanksgiving, but I will come to the office for a bit in the morning .. I hope he will be there to use me again.

I'm sometimes embarrassed to be naked in front of him, to finger myself for him.  I wish desperately for his cock to be inside me, fucking me, breeding me.  I want to hold him and kiss him and serve him.  I told him that he owns me and that he could ask me to strip and kneel before him then suck his cock anytime and anywhere and I would be happy to do so.

I look forward to the day when we're living together and I wear only my collar and wrists and ankle cuffs in our home and he's thrown out all of my clothes.  My presence is merely to please him, to take care of our home, cook and clean for him ... and, of course, give him my body for his use and pleasure.

But right now, I am horny beyond belief.

All I want is cock and cum up my ass or down my throat.  HIS cock and cum.

He'll be here April 28th - May 12. That's nearly 6 months away.  Can I keep my hands off my locked cock that long? Can I restrain myself from cumming?  I don't know.  I haven't done so well.  I wish I had a fuck buddy to keep my sexual focus on my hole.

So ... a question for you locked bois ... when you are locked, whether self-locked or owned, how do you deal with your horniness?  Do you fuck a lot?  Do you rape your hole with vibes and dildos?  What helps you refocus your sexual energy away from your cock to elsewhere?