Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Why am I Such a Needy Bitch?

So, I've had some long distance play with my Master.  I've locked myself in my Mature Metal JailBird and sent him the keys.  At first we had some time every Saturday morning to play online over Skype.  With the stresses and chaos of the holiday season we haven't had much chance to connect.  I want to obey his rules of no touching and no cumming, but it's really hard to do without his regular re-enforcement.

Does anyone else in a long-distance Master/slave relationship have the same problem?  How do you handle it?

Its not like I need him to have me stripp and fuck myself with a dildo on video for him every day ... though, I would love to do that.  But, I would love it if he would chat with me online or send me an email reminding me that he owns me and that I am not allowed to touch my locked cock, not allowed to cum.  Something to remind me that he is "watching" over me.

I wish I had the will power.

I'm certain it will be different when we're together and I get to enjoy the feel and taste of his cock in my mouth, the weight of his body on top of mine, and feel his shaft penetrating my hole, hear his gasps as he cums inside of me.  But, without that sexual release I am left here, horny, and unable to concentrate on anything other than the horniness of my own throbbing cock.

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