So, It's New Year's Day 2012. The very first day of a year in chastity and orgasm denial.
When I first became involved in BDSM and chastity I went from having sex and masturbating nearly every day to completely locked'n'denied for over 14 months. During that time I learned that anal orgasms are real and that, with a big enough cock/dildo or enough excitement I could cum strictly by anal intercourse, though I had only two such hands-free, cock-based orgasms during those 14 months.
When that relationship ended, it took me about 2 weeks to be able to NOT cum in about 30 seconds. But once back in the swing of things I was back to masturbating 2 times or more a day. Until I yearned for the cage. My self-locking periods aren't very long ... the most I made it was 47 days.
It's time for me to put up or shut up and my Master agrees. I've given him control of my cock and my orgasms but, because he's not right here I've taken advantage and have cum several times in and out of my JailBird. He's said he'll be better about re-enforcing my chastity and denial. Thus, he gave me an opportunity to cum (in my device) ONE LAST TIME. He's going to find things to punish me if I do lapse. I will need your help keeping my hands off.
I love cumming. I love fucking. Now I am not allowed to do either ... unless the fucking is with a dildo, like I do in this video. He often has me do this on Skype. He says he may get Skype for groups and have me perform in front of others.
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