Showing posts with label servant. Show all posts
Showing posts with label servant. Show all posts

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

THIS is the Way to Fuck!

This will be the best 30 minutes of your life. Within minutes I was riding my dildo whilst watching and I am sooooo desperate to cum.

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

What Is a Master?

I have a bit of news ... I left Master Ethington on Sunday.  I was saddened that I had to make that decision; but his level of alcoholism was beyond what I was willing to accept in my life.  He made decisions for me while intoxicated that put me at risk ... having oral sex with a guy who had gonorrhea (Master knew, I didn't), having sex with an HIV positive man (mind you I don't have a problem with that, I have a problem with the fact I was not informed.), and other similar risks.

Maybe I simply haven't had enough experiences being a 24/7 slave to understand what a Master is.

I always believed a Master was supposed to exemplify the very best of what it means to be a Man; like Sensei.  Maybe that's too Japanese? Too high brow?

Yes.  I know there are Masters who are simply Masters during particular sexual activities.  That the Master/slave dynamic was role playing ... albiet hardcore role playing.

So, for all of you out there, tell me what a Master is.

For that matter, what is a slave?  I question whether I know or understand .. despite years of being in this community.  I question whether I am simply submissive in bed or more "servant"-like.  Does my simple need / desire to have my cock locked up by another man and give him my body for his sexual use make me a slave? or just a kinky bastard?

PS. Before I left Master made me strip and he unlocked my cock for the first time in 60 days saying that since I was no longer his property I shouldn't be locked.  I've spent the past 2 days unlocked.  I didn't get hard (too much stress) nor did I play with myself.  I had some red patches of irritation (probably from never having the device off and letting my cock "air out" for a day here and there).  Yesterday, though, I felt my horniness coming back and, because the skin irritation hadn't cleared up yet, I put my old Jail Bird on and snapped on the lock.  I laughed at myself because it felt so good to be back in the cage.

Anyway, thanks to all of you for reading and commenting.  We are a fantastic community of men, men who have chosen to give our cocks, our orgasms to another and we need to support each other and share our experiences.

Thursday, November 1, 2012

Slave Registration Number

If you haven't already done so, go to http://www.slaveregister.com/ and acquire your slave registration number.  I have had a new one issued to me in honor of my servitude to Master Ethington.


As many of you know, I have had only one (disastrous) experience with a "Master" and have pretty much been alone and lonely for a long time.  I have tried to stay true to my chastity fetish but there's nothing like giving oneself to another.

I wrote about my experience with him the other day  (http://lockedndenied.blogspot.com/2012/10/getting-used.html) and we have chatted quite often since.  As we've gotten to know each other more I have grown to trust him to teach me what it means to be a slave and how to express  my "slave-itude."

I have not had many opportunities to express my sexual needs and desires ... mostly due to fear, partly due to my MidWestern Catholic upbringing.

Suddenly, I find myself awash with feelings of "freedom?" having taken the first steps.  Even though, from our very first meeting, he has challenged me to meet my fears head on ... like, walking around in public with my shirt off.  Easy for most .. but not I.  Still working on it ... but the fact HE wants it makes it a little easier for me to do it.

I have dreamed of "being used" of "being a slut" of being pimped out ... and Sir Ethington has already told me it will all happen.

As a matter of fact, after my Master Chef audition I will go to him and serve him.  He had told me that he wanted to take me to Palm Springs and force me to be naked in front of others.  He said he would have me service other men at His behest.  THEN we find out that this Sunday is Gay Pride ... meaning MANY more men will be in town and hornier than ever.  I now wonder if I bought enough condoms!

I have NEVER felt so FREE as I do now.

For those of you who have been lurkers as I have been or who have simply been too timid to express yourselves fully ... I urge you ... DON'T WAIT!  Do NOT let life slip you by while you pine away at porn and dream of the "perfect" opportunity.  Join Recon, join FetLife ... and take that chance and reach out to a Master or Mistress and TRY!  Otherwise you will live in regret and fear and self-loathing.

Love you all!

My Absolute Favorite


I forget the name of this chastity belt - and I believe I read somewhere that they are no longer manufactured - but they are the most beautiful to me and would love a man to keep me locked permanently in one.

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Having a Little Fun with Another Locked Boi

For a mostly straight boi he sure knew how to make my locked cock feel good!


He's dressed in his girly finest, cock locked - today was his one month anniversary - and ready to suck cock for the first time in his life.  Of course, it isn't much of a cock all locked up in metal, but he made a valiant attempt.

He worked my locked cock hard.  If I had given him more time I would undoubtedly have cum.

I have video of his (locked) cocksucking skills on my xTube account.  Will post here when it finishes uploading.

Friday, August 31, 2012

The Perfect Model


It's been said that it is sexier and more titillating to HINT at what lies beneath, not going full on naked, but covering some bits and pieces. 

But despite the photoshopped clouds in the window and a gorgeous studly man; seeing his CB9000 (The Curve) beneath his sheer panties, I'm not as turned on as I would think I could be.

I'd much rather see him completely naked and proudly showing his locked cock.

Or better yet, on his hands and knees taking a big cock up his ass while locked in his cage!

What are your thoughts?

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Locked Cock of the Day


Most Masters love their locked boi submissives to be completely hairless ... but this boi is very cute even with his hair.  The contrast of manliness and submissiveness.